Thursday, April 21, 2011

3dp

Just two days ago I was feeling great. I was really excited about how well my embryo transfer went and overall just felt full of hope. But today, looking at the calendar at the long wait ahead of me I just don't know if I can make it. Has it really only been three days since my transfer?

I have so much to do at work and all I did today was stare at my computer screen and my plan book. And to top it off I feel super grouchy. It's not fun for anyone in second grade when the teacher is grouchy.

I know this is all from the PIO shots and all the other crap I'm on. Is this how I'm going to feel for the next two weeks? Will I get it all done?

Will I be judged if I don't do my best?

What if this doesn't work?


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10 comments:

  1. DouglasApril 21, 2011 at 8:45 AM

    Think positive thoughts, my dear! Stay in the moment. No need to think about what happens next yet.

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  2. TippyApril 21, 2011 at 8:57 AM

    looks like we found ourselves in a similar place today. yes it very much is a roller coaster and yes, you will find hope some days too. and boooo to PIO! i'm using crinone... way better than PIO imho.

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  3. ~ebc~April 22, 2011 at 8:10 AM

    stopping by from iclw...the 2ww requires me to always find some serious distractions! it's tough though! hoping your embryo is sticking already!

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  4. JamieApril 22, 2011 at 4:21 PM

    Hello from ICLWland!

    Sending sticky, non-rollercoaster-of-hormones vibes your way!

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  5. AnonymousApril 23, 2011 at 5:54 AM

    Hi from ICLW. I am useless during my 2ww. THe only thing that holds my attention is googling symptoms and how soon I can test :-). Good luck to you and I hope you get good news next week.

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  6. LoraApril 23, 2011 at 6:08 AM

    Hi from ICLW! Sending you well wishes in your 2WW! Take it all one day at a a time!

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  7. TippyApril 23, 2011 at 7:57 AM

    the two week wait is hell. pure and simple. sending you strength and peace to get through it :-)

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  8. annieApril 24, 2011 at 2:33 PM

    Hang in there! I know this is trite and you may want to punch everyone who offers this sage piece of advice, but take it minute by minute. Good luck!
    AP
    http://mydustyuterus.blogspot.com

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  9. CarmelaApril 26, 2011 at 1:01 PM

    Hi Kate! Visiting from ICLW. Hope you've been able to distract yourself during the awful 2ww - I know it can be pure torture. Hang in there - huge *hugs* to you.

    Carmela
    ICLW #65

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  10. SarahApril 26, 2011 at 3:25 PM

    The 2WW is the worst!!! Your emotions go up and down,

    Sending you lots of sticky dust for this cycle!!

    Happy ICLW #96

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