Monday, October 15, 2012

What I've Got

I've got friends and family near and far.  I've got a community of people that I live and work with and a community of people online that share their triumphs and heartbreaks. I have a husband who is my best friend, who is always loving and strong when I need him to be. I have wonderful people in my life and feel very loved. 

Here are just a few of the amazing people I am blessed to know and love. 

I have been overwhelmed by the outpouring of love and support Jason and I have received from the people in our lives these past couple of weeks.

I'm writing this post because I want to remember this when I think about what else I've got.

I've got a broken heart.

I've got a sadness that runs so deep in my soul I know it will never leave.

I've got so much to consider it doesn't seem possible to sort through it all.

I've got a fierce mama love.  I have always known it was there buried deep, lying dormant, waiting.  What I never could have imagined is just how fierce it would be.  It's so fierce that I will do anything to protect my babies from pain and suffering.

I've got to trust my mama love. 


  1. Happy belated birthday. There's always so much in life that is bitter-sweet. May you never forget the bitterness, but always have more sweetness.

  2. You've got to trust your Mama love, it is so powerful. I am sending you some extra Mama love.

  3. Friends and family are so important in life. Happy belated birthday, what a fun video!

    Trust your instincts and listen to your mama love. That is so important and you will know what path to take when it's time. I so wish it was different for you. Hugs.